Imagine buying a game made by people who hate you and will use that money to fund things that are meant to literally destroy you, and then spending 100s of hours "fixing" the game that they spent a fraction of the time to destroy and thinking that's a win in anyway.

In fact, because a lot of people will actually buy it because your mod "fixed it" its actively making the industry and the society wide cancer worse by making these games more successful, even if only by a fraction.

This kind of thinking is just "I must consume product" showing it still has power over you, because you even consider playing a game meant to attack you in the first place.