Maybe you shouldn't go to restaurants to proclaim your deviant agenda to people who just want to eat their fucking dinner you massive faggot. You are not the Center of the Universe, no one there knows or cares who you are. Going out in public seeking positive affirmation for your various delusions from random strangers will not go the way you think they should. Outside of your bubble existence surrounded by other massively mentally fucked up people, things are different. They are normal. You are the aberration.