If you kill yourself, it will certainly be painless compared to the horrors I will put you through. You will name your fellow pedos, you will rat out on your paymasters - in fact, you'll offer to kill your friends and employers; anything to make it stop. But it will not stop.
One of your fellow pedos (or you) confessed that the point of "marrying them off early to your kind" was to make the children suffer.
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If you kill yourself, it will certainly be painless compared to the horrors I will put you through. You will name your fellow pedos, you will rat out on your paymasters - in fact, you'll offer to kill your friends and employers; anything to make it stop. But it will not stop.