Not sure if I can actually avoid it, and considering I don’t have the money to move out just yet, I’m not sure if I can even really avoid taking it, so I’m trying to see if I have any options outside of just confronting mom there, as I already have told her this when she told me she wants me to get one in addition to the annual flu shot, but I’m trying to see if the confrontation fails and I end up having to take it, it’s possible to even flush the spike proteins and whatnot out, as a last resort.
If not, then fuck, but if so, I’ll try that, I just saw that MSM says it’s not possible but I wanna make sure that’s actually the case before I do something, so if you guys have had to do that before, let me know. Not having a higher paying job right now sucks ass.
I can basically do almost all of that shit on a regular basis because I spend most of my free time going to fighting game tournaments and practicing, when I’m not researching stuff like this and whatnot, but the Israel shit isn’t gonna really distract her per se, because she already knows about it and all that, but we’ll see.
I already edited the appointment so it’s just for a flu shot, and she can’t see it because she made the appointment go to me, so I can edit it, plus I got the time slot before the rest of the family, so Tuesday is the day of truth.
If there's any jewish communities nearby (e.g. synagogues or nearby towns with large populations of them or whatever), you can say how unsafe it will be for some time now (and its not necessarily entirely inaccurate either lmfao) with the possibility of attacks and whatnot, if you can find any news articles that'll help too lmfao.
Anyways, ya do what ya gotta do man, smooth work on the editing, hopefully you can get through this without hassle. Does that mean they won't find out?
I wouldn't suggest living in your car on that note though since winter is rolling around, there's no way that your mom is that heartless that she'd throw her own son out, with no money, around winter time. That is way more likely to kill you than COVID (or the vaccine, funnily enough). But yeah, if she is, then damn that's fucked.
Think up everything you can, shore your resources, contact friends and coworkers or anyone you can possibly count on, find places of shelter, take as much food and supplies on your way out if you do get kicked out, and figure out what you're going to do in a worst case scenario.
She won’t find out, because I’ll ask the doctor if they can say I took it and give me a second bandaid so it looks like I took it, but because it’s a chain clinic, idk if that’s realistic. Either way, I’m slowly getting more prepared for what happens next.
But yeah, hopefully it doesn’t come to that, but we’ll see, I’m gonna ask coworkers over the next couple of days to see if I can crash at their places in case of the worst, but who knows.