Rumination is an unfortunate side effect of intelligence.
The more possibilities you can imagine the more stressful it is to make decisions, and the less confidence you will have that your past decisions were the right ones.
For the record I don't believe in an organized global conspiracy. I do believe that many individual actors that are making decisions based on the same parameters can build a large structure that, when viewed from a distance or over a long period of time, looks like it has a complex and deliberate design and came from a conscious architect.
Self-loathing is a jewish specialty, like overbearing mothers and neurosis.
Rumination is an unfortunate side effect of intelligence.
The more possibilities you can imagine the more stressful it is to make decisions, and the less confidence you will have that your past decisions were the right ones.
For the record I don't believe in an organized global conspiracy. I do believe that many individual actors that are making decisions based on the same parameters can build a large structure that, when viewed from a distance or over a long period of time, looks like it has a complex and deliberate design and came from a conscious architect.
Lucky accidents that occur when you're following the same agenda. Look up "Amalek" sometime.