I'm too autistic to want to go near anyone's genitals anymore.

It was always nasty but my hormones overrode the disgust, but once I got older I really realized how gross the human body really is, of both sexes.

I don't know much or care about "incels" or "mgtow," all I know is the world is coming to an "end" (either way all of our temporal lives are) and a lot of people have wasted their entire lives having short-term material pleasures that didn't really matter while neglecting their eternal souls (myself included).

It would seem that Our Lord finds our desires not too strong, but too weak. We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased.

― C.S. Lewis

Sex was always overrated, especially if you are treating it as a drug, as it has side effects like herpes and the creation of a human being, you think the "protection" will work then when it doesn't you ar in a situation pressured to murder a baby all because you wanted a short crack-like high, a rush of N02 and oxytocin, when the entire time, it's sole purpose was to create a child in the context of a healthy marriage, both people emotionally and physically bonded together to raise and love that child.