Replying to my own post because I can't get this guy's dumbfounded obliviousness out of my head.

Here he is, writing down how he has no identity, no community, is a part of nothing. He is grasping at a gaping hole in his psyche, and even with the realization of what he is missing, he doesn't see that that hole in him is not a normal feature, and is something that should be filled.

Instead he is blindly going through his life as a sperm donor and paypig to a tribe that looks upon him as precisely that, and chuckles at his stupidity.