Sitting on the balcony and noticed neighbors with Christmas lights were laughing and having a party.
It took me a minute to piece it together; I forgot about Christmas parties. I used to really like them and forgot about them completely.
It's been a long and brutal 3 years.
I haven't spoken really in about 7 years, when you really dig down into the truth of what's happening in this world it makes everything you say start to sound crazy to the masses, I'm thankful as it's driven me into the Word of God and I'm ready to leave this place now, this was never my home.
I pray for this world, because many are in serious danger and don't realize it, the Communists are the least of their problems as they are facing the wrath of a Holy God still dead in their sins. You have to give up everything to follow God, most still try and hang onto this place and have a wonderful life here, the path to God is one of carrying a cross and suffering.
The Americanized church will suffer greatly, it has to as this will purify and remove false converts who came to hear a fun concert on the weekends, not interested in dying to self.