One last thing to say: today was... A real... Redpill, or even a blackpill, for me.
I've mostly managed to (largely, at least) avoid this shit, just by... Being in a place, and a position, where I could do that. I've been relatively lucky.
As a result, as you know, I've been mostly fighting my battles online, while also... Resisting wherever possible, in my own way, in real life.
Today, that illusion came crashing down. A whole bunch of shit happened, and... I realised some stuff. Maybe I grew up a bit, too...
That article about Aelish and her sister, which I linked somewhere in the comments: hearing something like that, and realising that... You can never just "let things go", or "hope it won't affect you" - that's a seriously tough pill to swallow.
I tried to outrun my demons. But you never can. I guess I have to stop trying.
One last thing to say: today was... A real... Redpill, or even a blackpill, for me.
I've mostly managed to (largely, at least) avoid this shit, just by... Being in a place, and a position, where I could do that. I've been relatively lucky.
As a result, as you know, I've been mostly fighting my battles online, while also... Resisting wherever possible, in my own way, in real life.
Today, that illusion came crashing down. A whole bunch of shit happened, and... I realised some stuff. Maybe I grew up a bit, too...
That article about Aelish and her sister, which I linked somewhere in the comments: hearing something like that, and realising that... You can never just "let things go", or "hope it won't affect you" - that's a seriously tough pill to swallow.
I tried to outrun my demons. But you never can. I guess I have to stop trying.