At this point I'll just happily run towards the military/army to shoot me. I give up, I'm mentally too tired and sick of all this bullshit. I'm not fighting anymore. The only wish I want is whenever i go sleep, to not wake up anymore.
Shut off the TV and stay off the internet cesspools like Reddit and Twitter. Go out for some exercise like cycling and jogging. You will quickly realize that it's a beautiful day out there.
I don't want news or TV. I'm training on daily basis. I wrote a bit longer to one person already about my personal situation (as situations and struggles can differ from person to person). I deleted Reddit when NNN got banned and I'm not on Twitter because it became similar to FB). I enjoy my time outside, but supporting yourself financially is completely other thing for most people.
At this point I'll just happily run towards the military/army to shoot me. I give up, I'm mentally too tired and sick of all this bullshit. I'm not fighting anymore. The only wish I want is whenever i go sleep, to not wake up anymore.
Shut off the TV and stay off the internet cesspools like Reddit and Twitter. Go out for some exercise like cycling and jogging. You will quickly realize that it's a beautiful day out there.
I don't want news or TV. I'm training on daily basis. I wrote a bit longer to one person already about my personal situation (as situations and struggles can differ from person to person). I deleted Reddit when NNN got banned and I'm not on Twitter because it became similar to FB). I enjoy my time outside, but supporting yourself financially is completely other thing for most people.