You're tight lipped because you're afraid of being called a Nazi, a white supremacist. You're too cowardly to act because "mug optics". Now even your neighbors or your immediate family members would rat you out if you said something that doesn't align the party's ideology. You're going to be banned using major services for supporting the "wrong" candidate.
Do you want to know where I've heard that before? Right. North Korea, China's Cultural Revolution, Pol Pot's regime in Cambodia, Fidel Castro's regime in Cuba.
Good: I get to be smugly correct about everything I was complaining about back in 2012-2014.
Bad: Absolutely everything else.
I need to get the fuck out of dodge and I don't know where or how.
Righteousness isn't even enjoyable when the people around you aren't learning from your "rightness" . There's little pride, and much suffering.