You could say I'm posting on here sort of as a "cry for help". I just need to vent it out to people because I genuinely feel rather lost.

The world around me feels in total ruin. To the point of absolutely no return. I actually haven't really even felt true happiness ever since Donald Trump left the White House, as I knew it'd all go south once Biden was in to make everyone miserable.

Society feels irreversibly broken. Sometimes I actually literally feel like "the world will eventually end!!!". I think the elites are intentionally trying to make people so demoralized to the point of contemplating suicide... and I'll be honest, they got me there. I would never think of contemplating suicide if I believed we could move forward to society going back to what it was like 2019 times. When everyone was happier and mental healths weren't destroyed by irrational fears of covid. This actually feels like the Great Depression of the century. I have no fear of covid but I just have a bad feeling for society after so many took the sinister vaccines.

And of course, added with all the other typical communist garbage that Biden is quickly ushering in that makes me sometimes hate myself for living in this era. I'm even in a red state so I still have myself together just a bit for now but I frown when thinking of the future.

Damn it. If only the general populace decided to finally stand up and say enough woth all the globalist shit. If only that'd just happen, a lot of troubles could be ended quickly.

However, I only say a lot of troubles, but not all. Probably only like about 60-65% of our problems. Because even if the general populace did what we need to do, unfortunately I feel like we can't really reverse a lot of the damage done.

Such as.. how do we reverse the psychological damage done to children that was caused by the covid fear scam? Many killed themselves. And they must feel so miserable nowadays compared to what we were like as kids. It's awful to see how struggling the modern children are having it.

And how do we reverse, or at least, alleviate the vaccinations on the people that took it? Like I said earlier I just hope most aren't doomed to absurd premature death. I speak for my family here.

Those two potentially irreversible things may be why unfortunately we may never be able to go back to pre-covid era even if we took out the elitist perpetrators like we need to. It's just damn sad really.

Well, I could see myself enjoying life again if we stopped the regime, and if my family can still live a long while.. unless they all die prematurely, then I'll be too mentally lost to not eventually commit suicide after that. Or I might ask for a mercy killing on me to put me out of my misery in that scenario.

Sorry to annoy people here but that's my rant. I would be happy boi to this day in normal circumstances. The psychological hits on my mental being don't feel reversible.

Why you may ask? All my family took the vaccine except for myself.

I've read all the horror stories.

It's been said that everyone vaccinated will die within 2 years or less.

Meaning my family will just die off in 2 years for taking this shitty cocktail. They wouldn't die off later if they never took it. They could've so easily declined it. I wouldn't be able to cope with their deaths.

Because of that, it makes me contemplate suicide. I figure after they die, I might as well sign up for euthanasia to die with them. By euthanasia, I'm just referring to the lethal injections that kill quickly, what they've used in the past for people that wish to die to exit their misery.

But if I can't get euthanized then I think I'll have to use a gun or noose to end my existence. I will be in too much agony and misery from my family's deaths to where only killing myself can help me get rid of the pain.

The saddest part is that I'm only 21 and already potentially so close to losing all family and having my life ruined.

None of them have yet to have any serious side effects but I know that mesns nothing because it's only been months. Months is short term. Years is long term.

I feel like a spiritually short lived, failed life already.

That is, of course, unless that 100% fatality rate for vaxxed within 2 years rumor turns out to be totally wrong. Then I could easily change my tune on this. Although I would think even a 50% fatality rate of the vaxxed would be more than crippling enough, let alone 100%.

What if all vaccinated woke up to what they really injected themselves with? What would they do if they find out the truth? Would they mass suicide or demand an "antidote" for it?