Gawd Damn, I was reading an article a few months ago about this guy who was operating a site where it showed videos of this stuff.

He was somehow convincing people to do this shit and record it, like holy fuck thats just insane.

I dont know about you guys but even thinking about getting my penis lopped off freaks me right the fuck out.

https://www.jamaicaobserver.com/2024/05/09/uk-man-who-helped-people-cut-off-their-body-parts-gets-life-sentence/

I have a incredible sense of self preservation, I cant knowlingly hurt myself. Like with the freon, I had the sense a few people thought I was breathing the freon in intentionally. Either to get high or looking for a free check I dont know.

Had I known what the shit was capable of, I would have never taken the job given my family history. I would have fucking ran when they offered it to me after firing me and the driver so they could hire a moving company temporarily lmao to get the fridges and freezers. I did that shit for a couple years before they poisoned my ass with the refrigerant. Before that I had a job working 70 hours a week, no problem. Now I cant even do 10, not reliably anyway.