“My delusions tell me men want to kill me and I am so paranoid that I believe it, but because I think I occupy a special protected class in society I refuse to self-reflect on this, and not only do I take my delusions at face value but I also expect everyone else to do so, in part because half of humanity does in fact validate my delusions in an endless feedback loop.”

But of a run-on sentence there, but I think it more accurately portrays the situation Evelyn is referencing.