I got into death metal around ~2000. At that point I reached the incredibly named anus.com.* Y'all might laugh, but this was a super reactionary place at that point. I'll always remember the triggering moment for me: a simple question of whether culture determined race (social constructionism), or whether race determined culture. Just that possibility led me down a rabbit hole that never ceased. My nasty right-wing thoughts ever permeated, and after a touch of Sowell, I was done for.
*These days, some of the reviews on the old website are available at deathmetal.org.
--- a little drunk, so including some links:
**Never stopped creating and being into metal. Recent album from me: https://youtu.be/s3t07Bm_xYc
***and some beautiful metal from one of my favorite metal bands - no worries about wokeness here - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hX08XkWW7HU&t=1759s
**** and some more nice black metal https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QIkL52qlcHA
Try to press an urbanite on what they actually do and what makes city life so great. There are so many things to do in the cities such as... ? What do they actually do? You will never get a satisfying answer. It's go out and eat at a different overpriced meme restaurant, or a different street food, or a pub that serves the same pisswater and overpriced spirits as anywhere else, and a cafe to loiter at with their laptop pretending to work and pretending to be "creative", and there are museums they don't go to, and a drag show....
Urbanites will refuse to admit that the city life isn't for everyone and it's not a personal failing to find this lifestyle to be unappealing. The juice just isn't worth the squeeze and being an aimless consoomer doesn't make you worldly or cultured. This is coming from someone who was born and raised in a major city that I will not name.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2WwCzaGo9c