You'll have more fun making your own stuff and knowing it will at least be even half-decent compared to the absolute crap the industry is churning out these days will keep up the motivation. Rather than constantly getting your hopes up and setting yourself up for disappointment and expecting somebody to rescue you.

https://www.blender.org/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_CiCjuG7y4

You'll have more fun making your own stuff and knowing it will at least be even half-decent compared to the absolute crap the industry is churning out these days will keep up the motivation. Rather than constantly getting your hopes up and setting yourself up for disappointment.

https://www.blender.org/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_CiCjuG7y4