I regret my past, but I know this study is true because this has been my #livedexperience.

I had a horribly abusive girlfriend when I was in my 20s. She'd regularly get drunk and get physically abusive with me, she'd cheat on me, etc. The whole works. At this time I had previously only had sex with a few other girls, so being with someone as...experienced as her was something I'd never been through before. She'd constantly tease me about my "lack of experience" and call me "boring" because I wasn't a massive slut. When she offered to open us up to threesomes with her friends, my mind and heart both rejected it and I told her no because I didn't feel like our relationship was strong enough to weather something like that. I was completely in love with this horrendous person and she just wanted frivolous experiences with as many people, drinks, and drugs as she could. When we inevitably broke up (she with me, then she immediately went off on a fuckfest), I was extremely suicidal for almost an entire year. I'll spare the details, but on the tail end of that year I decided that I would never be the victim of a "woman's bodycount" ever again.

I got swole, I bought better clothes. I got out more. I took dance lessons and met girls there. I worked as a bartender. Basically, I did everything I could do to fuck as many girls as I could. Turns out I was incredibly successful and my final bodycount stands currently at 52, with the last being my now-wife who I met when I was 30. I could easily have continued and unironically could have broken the 100 mark. It really wouldn't have been hard. I went from ~4 while I was dating that girl to 52 in about 6 years, and most of those came in the last 2.

And therein lies the entire conclusion of this study and why I wrote this blog entry. What did I learn from all this? That women are mostly retarded and selfish, frivolous and hedonistic. Yes it was city girls who I was living around, yes I wasn't specifically looking for a "based trad housewife," but the one commonality that I still think about to this day is how little women actually think about anything important, including their own actions. I grew to absolutely loathe them, when before in my sub-3 bodycount state, I adored them. I thought women brought grace, charm, and beauty to life in a way that men never do. The reality that I've learned is that they can, but only when guided specifically (usually by a man) to do so. On their own, women are savage, heartless, dionesian animals who quite literally only operate decently when brought in line. "Trad women" are just women who hold structure and order slightly above their own pleasure, and their number is dwindling by the day. Given the right inputs, they'd do exactly what their slutty friends do -- and I know this because I've put my dick in them.

When people call me incel for my beliefs I just laugh. Women are just as fucked by modernity as everyone else, maybe moreso, and no amount of namecalling is going to change my mind about that.

I regret my past, but I know this study is true because this has been my #livedexperience.

I had a horribly abusive girlfriend when I was in my 20s. She'd regularly get drunk and get physically abusive with me, she'd cheat on me, etc. The whole works. At this time I had previously only had sex with one other girl, so being with someone as...experienced as her was something I'd never been through before. She'd constantly tease me about my "lack of experience" and call me "boring" because I wasn't a massive slut. When she offered to open us up to threesomes with her friends, my mind and heart both rejected it and I told her no because I didn't feel like our relationship was strong enough to weather something like that. I was completely in love with this horrendous person and she just wanted frivolous experiences with as many people, drinks, and drugs as she could. When we inevitably broke up (she with me, then she immediately went off on a fuckfest), I was extremely suicidal for almost an entire year. I'll spare the details, but on the tail end of that year I decided that I would never be the victim of a "woman's bodycount" ever again.

I got swole, I bought better clothes. I got out more. I took dance lessons and met girls there. I worked as a bartender. Basically, I did everything I could do to fuck as many girls as I could. Turns out I was incredibly successful and my final bodycount stands currently at 52, with the last being my now-wife who I met when I was 30. I could easily have continued and unironically could have broken the 100 mark. It really wouldn't have been hard. I went from ~4 while I was dating that girl to 52 in about 6 years.

And therein lies the entire conclusion of this study and why I wrote this blog entry. What did I learn from all this? That women are mostly retarded and selfish, frivolous and hedonistic. Yes it was city girls who I was living around, yes I wasn't specifically looking for a "based trad housewife," but the one commonality that I still think about to this day is how little women actually think about anything important, including their own actions. I grew to absolutely loathe them, when before in my sub-3 bodycount state, I adored them. I thought women brought grace, charm, and beauty to life in a way that men never do. The reality that I've learned is that they can, but only when guided specifically (usually by a man) to do so. On their own, women are savage, heartless, dionesian animals who quite literally only operate decently when brought in line. "Trad women" are just women who hold structure and order slightly above their own pleasure, and their number is dwindling by the day. Given the right inputs, they'd do exactly what their slutty friends do -- and I know this because I've put my dick in them.

When people call me incel for my beliefs I just laugh. Women are just as fucked by modernity as everyone else, maybe moreso, and no amount of namecalling is going to change my mind about that.