I think you need to relocate ASAP.

You live in a place where natural inclination of you as a living being is being presented as somehow evil, disgusting and unwanted.

Herpes is not an issue unless either of sexual partners doesn't practice proper genital hygine.

Sex isn't disgusting, it's just not as glamourous and exciting as porn presented it. Most of us are chubby worker class men who will bang a chubby worker class woman.

That's perfectly fine. That's why we exist in the first place.

I think you need to relocate ASAP.

You live in a place where natural inclination of you as a living being is being presented as somehow evil, disgusting and unwanted.

Herpes is not an issue unless either of sexual partners doesn't practice proper genital hygine.

Sex isn't disgusting, it's just not as glamourous and exciting as porn presented it. Most of us are chubby worker class men who will bang a chubby worker class woman.

That's perfectly fine. That's why they exist in the first place.