I'm 35yo. I got married and divorced in my 20s. I haven't had a relationship for about 7 years now. I haven't had sex without paying for it in 2.5 years.

I honestly expect to be single and sexless the rest of my life.

It's well passed the "just improve yourself" point. I make $150k/yr, I'm in shape, hit the gym, eat healthy, whatever. I'm not even in the ballpark. Problem is in fact my own standards. There are a lot of fat women with shitty personalities out there I could simp for and be rewarded with the grace of their fishy vag every so often. I have 0 interest in this. I like young, hot, nymphomaniacs that have a strong desire for me to put my dick in them. At 35yo, I'm well passed ever gaining access to these kinds of women because the women that meet my standards have a list of a 1000 different men who have more money, more entertaining personalities and better looks than me.

I find dating itself to be a complete waste of time and money. It's not even enjoyable. I'm at the point now where I've literally uninstalled all dating apps and I don't even put effort into trying to date anymore. I go out to try to meet new people and just try to find relationships the old fashioned way but when women my age who I find not attractive turn me down, why would I even bother trying to navigate an even more broken online dating system? It was always the same shit. Meetup, have a good convo, they ghost or didn't feel it. Rinse, repeat. Or I get catfished and don't want to call them again or I realize they aren't very sexual and require way too much effort to get into their pants. Their personalities are trash. Not worth it. If a woman is single in this society there's a damn good reason she's single and it's not to your benefit. Every single hot girl in this society is taken as soon as she's a teenager. There's very few exceptions. The supply of quality women is just way too low.

I even tried being a sugar daddy and just tried paying women but honestly, it's getting so bad out there average escorts and sugar babies want men to treat them like gold while they hardly treat the men well at all.

I'm heading to Thailand at the end of the year. That is basically my last attempt at enjoying my time with women. I pretty much hate all the women I've met my age and if I don't hate them then they either have 0 interest in me or they have so much baggage they aren't worth getting involved with.

I don't expect anything to get better in my lifetime. Even if things fix themselves, I'll be too old to enjoy it because as I keep aging, I still only find 18-25yo women attractive. I'll never be able to enjoy myself with a woman my age knowing she gave herself away when she was actually still physically attractive to other men when she was younger. I don't really find sex with ugly women enjoyable.

What do I do for fun? Nothing. I just do things to pass the time and I hope I die rather soon, tbh. Playing BG3 at the moment. Sometimes read books. Jerk off. That's about it.

I'm 35yo. I got married and divorced in my 20s. I haven't had a relationship for about 7 years now. I haven't had sex without paying for it in 2.5 years.

I honestly expect to be single and sexless the rest of my life.

It's well passed the "just improve yourself" point. I make $150k/yr, I'm in shape, hit the gym, eat healthy, whatever. I'm not even in the ballpark. Problem is in fact my own standards. There are a lot of fat women with shitty personalities out there I could simp for and be rewarded with the grace of their fishy vag every so often. I have 0 interest in this. I like young, hot, nymphomaniacs that have a strong desire for me to put my dick in them. At 35yo, I'm well passed ever gaining access to these kinds of women because the women that meet my standards have a list of a 1000 different men who have more money, more entertaining personalities and better looks than me.

I find dating itself to be a complete waste of time and money. It's not even enjoyable. I'm at the point now where I've literally uninstalled all dating apps and I don't even put effort into trying to date anymore. I go out to try to meet new people and just try to find relationships the old fashioned way but when women my age who I find not attractive turn me down, why would I even bother trying to navigate an even more broken online dating system? It was always the same shit. Meetup, have a good convo, they ghost or didn't feel it. Rinse, repeat. Or I get catfished and don't want to call them again or I realize they aren't very sexual and require way too much effort to get into their pants. Their personalities are trash. Not worth it. If a woman is single in this society there's a damn good reason she's single and it's not to your benefit. Every single hot girl in this society is taken as soon as she's a teenager. There's very few exceptions. The supply of quality women is just way too low.

I even tried being a sugar daddy and just tried paying women but honestly, it's getting so bad out there average escorts and sugar babies want men to treat them like gold while they hardly treat the men well at all.

I'm heading to Thailand at the end of the year. That is basically my last attempt at enjoying my time with women. I pretty much hate all the women I've met my age and if I don't hate them then they either have 0 interest in me or they have so much baggage they aren't worth getting involved in.

I don't expect anything to get better in my lifetime. Even if things fix themselves, I'll be too old to enjoy it because as I keep aging, I still only find 18-25yo women attractive. I'll never be able to enjoy myself with a woman my age knowing she gave herself away when she was actually still physically attractive to other men when she was younger. I don't really find sex with ugly women enjoyable.

What do I do for fun? Nothing. I just do things to pass the time and I hope I die rather soon, tbh. Playing BG3 at the moment. Sometimes read books. Jerk off. That's about it.

I'm 35yo. I got married and divorced in my 20s. I haven't had a relationship for about 7 years now. I haven't had sex without paying for it in 2.5 years.

I honestly expect to be single and sexless the rest of my life.

It's well passed the "just improve yourself" point. I make $150k/yr, I'm in shape, hit the gym, eat healthy, whatever. I'm not even in the ballpark. Problem is in fact my own standards. There are a lot of fat women with shitty personalities out there I could simp for and be rewarded with the grace of their fishy vag every so often. I have 0 interest in this. I like young, hot, nymphomaniacs that have a strong desire for me to put my dick in them. At 35yo, I'm well passed ever gaining access to these kinds of women because the women that meet my standards have a list of a 1000 different men who have more money, more entertaining personalities and better looks than me.

I find dating itself to be a complete waste of time and money. It's not even enjoyable. I'm at the point now where I've literally uninstalled all dating apps and I don't even out effort into trying to date anymore. I go out to try to meet new people and just try to find relationships the old fashioned way but when women my age who I find not attractive turn me down, why would I even bother trying to navigate an even more broken online dating system? It was always the same shit. Meetup, have a good convo, they ghost or didn't feel it. Rinse, repeat. Or I get catfished and don't want to call them again or I realize they aren't very sexual and require way too much effort to get into their pants. Their personalities are trash. Not worth it. If a woman is single in this society there's a damn good reason she's single and it's not to your benefit. Every single hot girl in this society is taken as soon as she's a teenager. There's very few exceptions. The supply of quality women is just way too low.

I even tried being a sugar daddy and just tried paying women but honestly, it's getting so bad out there average escorts and sugar babies want men to treat them like gold while they hardly treat the men well at all.

I'm heading to Thailand at the end of the year. That is basically my last attempt at enjoying my time with women. I pretty much hate all the women I've met my age and if I don't hate them then they either have 0 interest in me or they have so much baggage they aren't worth getting involved in.

I don't expect anything to get better in my lifetime. Even if things fix themselves, I'll be too old to enjoy it because as I keep aging, I still only find 18-25yo women attractive. I'll never be able to enjoy myself with a woman my age knowing she gave herself away when she was actually still physically attractive to other men when she was younger. I don't really find sex with ugly women enjoyable.

What do I do for fun? Nothing. I just do things to pass the time and I hope I die rather soon, tbh. Playing BG3 at the moment. Sometimes read books. Jerk off. That's about it.

I'm 35yo. I got married and divorced in my 20s. I haven't had a relationship for about 7 years now. I haven't had sex without paying for it in 2.5 years.

I honestly expect to be single and sexless the rest of my life.

It's well passed the "just improve yourself" point. I make $150k/yr, I'm in shape, hit the gym, eat healthy, whatever. I'm not even in the ballpark. Problem is in fact my own standards. There are a lot of fat women with shitty personalities out there I could simp for and be rewarded with the grace of their fishy vag every so often. I have 0 interest in this. I like young, hot, nymphomaniacs that have a strong desire for me to put my dick in them. At 35yo, in well passed every gaining access to these kinds of women because the women that meet my standards have a list of a 1000 different men who have more money, more entertaining personalities and better looks than me.

I find dating itself to be a complete waste of time and money. It's not even enjoyable. I'm at the point now where I've literally uninstalled all dating apps and I don't even out effort into trying to date anymore. I go out to try to meet new people and just try to find relationships the old fashioned way but when women my age who I find not attractive turn me down, why would I even bother trying to navigate an even more broken online dating system? It was always the same shit. Meetup, have a good convo, they ghost or didn't feel it. Rinse, repeat. Or I get catfished and don't want to call them again or I realize they aren't very sexual and require way too much effort to get into their pants. Their personalities are trash. Not worth it. If a woman is single in this society there's a damn good reason she's single and it's not to your benefit. Every single hot girl in this society is taken as soon as she's a teenager. There's very few exceptions. The supply of quality women is just way too low.

I even tried being a sugar daddy and just tried paying women but honestly, it's getting so bad out there average escorts and sugar babies want men to treat them like gold while they hardly treat the men well at all.

I'm heading to Thailand at the end of the year. That is basically my last attempt at enjoying my time with women. I pretty much hate all the women I've met my age and if I don't hate them then they either have 0 interest in me or they have so much baggage they aren't worth getting involved in.

I don't expect anything to get better in my lifetime. Even if things fix themselves, I'll be too old to enjoy it because as I keep aging, I still only find 18-25yo women attractive. I'll never be able to enjoy myself with a woman my age knowing she gave herself away when she was actually still physically attractive to other men when she was younger. I don't really find sex with ugly women enjoyable.

What do I do for fun? Nothing. I just do things to pass the time and I hope I die rather soon, tbh. Playing BG3 at the moment. Sometimes read books. Jerk off. That's about it.