I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider, and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame or theorize yours at all regardless of how blunt you are. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another that people will often misconceive of you within even very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
Autism is one of the worst things you can have, but with a bit of wiggleroom it is very powerful.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider, and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame or theorize yours at all regardless of how blunt you are. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another that people will often misconceive of you within even very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
Autism is one of the worst things you can have.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider, and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame or theorize yours at all regardless of how blunt you are. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another that people will often misconceive of you within even very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider, and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame or theorize yours at all regardless of how blunt you are. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you within even very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider, and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame or theorize yours at all, regardless of how blunt you are. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you within even very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider, and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame or theorize yours at all, even in plain. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you within even very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider, and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame or theorize yours at all. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you within even very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider, and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you within even very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider, and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric and the moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. The moment you fuck up the world is against you.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them - doesn't matter how different they are, that "it" always exists. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric.
If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother, even if they are adversarial towards one another they can say "oh maybe so and so had a bad day" and that'll make sense to them. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and hold an invisible monopoly over your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and have an invisible monopoly on your reputation, which means more than you'd think in this socially nepotistic world.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you, which has a lot of baggage to different people - who will judge you long before they ever know you and have an invisible monopoly on your reputation.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of how people see you.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture of your reputation.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further until "weird" is a permanent fixture lf your reputation.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider and while you can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive of you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further and you will get the label of "weird" no matter what you're doing.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default - an outsider.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric. If there is a "them vs us", you are basically "them" by default.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive you even in very normal interactions. Consensus distorts this further.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another and people will often misconceive you even in very normal interactions.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to immitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, and larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are adversarial towards one another. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are mortal enemies. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser by its metric.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are mortal enemies. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die - or you will be left to rot in these iniquities.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are mortal enemies. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are mortal enemies. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think it is, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are mortal enemies. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours. This is not as much of an advantage as you would think, since there are so many social organs attached to this understanding of one another.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are mortal enemies. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
You can learn to frame their minds, they cannot frame yours.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive and understanding towards eachother even if they are mortal enemies. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser. They cannot frame your mind.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have this mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
You really have to believe that you are one of God's very own prototypes, too weird to live, too unique to truly die.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, polarizing, larger than life, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect of their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect to their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, nothing less than absolute chutzpah will do.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect to their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive and not-giving-a-fuckedness to become realer than the real thing, nothing but chutzpah!
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect to their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive to become realer than the real thing, nothing but chutzpah!
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect to their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you acquire the drive to become realer than the real thing.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect to their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
The only hope is that you are functional enough to get by or you become realer than the real thing.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect to their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't have this "it", and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect to their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click and are very permissive towards eachother. You don't, and basically no matter how much you try to imitate normalcy you will always be seen as lesser.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Unwittingly starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life, not to mention how hierarchal, socially elaborate, and fictitiously cordial the normative world is. People will always have a mysterious "it", an aspect to their humanity that they themselves can't even define - and they just click. You don't.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.
Starting off on the wrong foot with everyone you meet is basically a sentence to a very poor quality of life.
I'd say even in the most moderate cases, being a lifelong outcast prone to spazfits is pretty bad considering that most of life is decided by socialization and the consensus of how you look to other people.