a single white male looking at my future,

This is exactly why I'm blackpilled. I've already looked at my future, and it doesn't exist. There's a big gaping hole where my education used to be. I was denied access to grad school for physics even though my grades in undergrad were excellent.

I have no future, so all I can do is be hopeful that the day shit starts going down for real is within my lifetime. The only thing staying my hand is that I have to take care of my mom. Once she finally passes, I don't know what I'll do, but its not going to be anything good.

a single white male looking at my future,

This is exactly why I'm blackpilled. I've already looked at my future, and it doesn't exist. There's a big gaping hole where my education used to be. I was denied access to grad school for physics even though my grades in undergrad were excellent.

I have no future, so all I can do is be hopeful that the day shit starts going down for real is within my lifetime.