You could say I'm posting on here sort of as a "cry for help". I just need to vent it out to people because I genuinely feel rather lost.
The world around me feels in total ruin. To the point of absolutely no return. I actually haven't really even felt true happiness ever since Donald Trump left the White House, as I knew it'd all go south once Biden was in to make everyone miserable.
Society feels irreversibly broken. Sometimes I actually literally feel like "the world will eventually end!!!". I think the elites are intentionally trying to make people so demoralized to the point of contemplating suicide... and I'll be honest, they got me there. I would never think of contemplating suicide if I believed we could move forward to society going back to what it was like 2019 times. When everyone was happier and mental healths weren't destroyed by irrational fears of covid. This actually feels like the Great Depression of the century. I have no fear of covid but I just have a bad feeling for society after so many took the sinister vaccines.
And of course, added with all the other typical communist garbage that Biden is quickly ushering in that makes me sometimes hate myself for living in this era. I'm even in a red state so I still have myself together just a bit for now but I frown when thinking of the future.
Damn it. If only the general populace decided to finally stand up and say enough woth all the globalist shit. If only that'd just happen, a lot of troubles could be ended quickly.
However, I only say a lot of troubles, but not all. Probably only like about 60-65% of our problems. Because even if the general populace did what we need to do, unfortunately I feel like we can't really reverse a lot of the damage done.
Such as.. how do we reverse the psychological damage done to children that was caused by the covid fear scam? Many killed themselves. And they must feel so miserable nowadays compared to what we were like as kids. It's awful to see how struggling the modern children are having it.
And how do we reverse, or at least, alleviate the vaccinations on the people that took it? Like I said earlier I just hope most aren't doomed to absurd premature death. I speak for my family here.
Those two potentially irreversible things may be why unfortunately we may never be able to go back to pre-covid era even if we took out the elitist perpetrators like we need to. It's just damn sad really.
Well, I could see myself enjoying life again if we stopped the regime, and if my family can still live a long while.. unless they all die prematurely, then I'll be too mentally lost to not eventually commit suicide after that. Or I might ask for a mercy killing on me to put me out of my misery in that scenario.
Sorry to annoy people here but that's my rant. I would be happy boi to this day in normal circumstances. The psychological hits on my mental being don't feel reversible.
u/Quackchinchin: First of all - wait what will happen. Second of all - if you really would allow them to kill you by your own hand and do it unpunished then are you a man then or a pussy ?
If things go wrong Killdozer way would be better way to die than just simple suicide or other way of allowing them to kill you without punishment.
At least - that's how I personally see it. I am too thinking about dying as possible outcome of shit happening, but if I would have to die - somebody shall pay for all of that. Just quietly dying,especially by suicide is cowardice. We cannot control our environment,all things happening around us (and as we couldn't control it those things shall not matter to us) - but we can control our decisions.So you too !
But don't think about death.Maybe things shall go better.Have hope,it is still not over,things may go better.Believe it,it has no sense to agonize over, it is only harming you now.What will happen will happen
If there will come situation where there is only death then ok, but now you are alive and there is still some hope even if things which happened are disaster.Disasters happen. Looking for death is stupid,if death will come it will come,and you shall spit on grim reaper with contempt.Dying or living shall be done with DIGNITY. If you can still live and your family is alive - keep being alive,keep wining with depression and fear.For your family and for yourself.Have faith and NEVER,ever surrender. You understood ? NEVER SURRENDER !
Be strong.Have faith.God bless you !